Saturday, October 14, 2006
crying dream
i'm a bee flying
to a cave - in a waterfall
there are people waiting for their country to be liberated
something to do with an electric socket not working and a war
i'm trying to get them candy from another cave
... having trouble choosing what
so i go to a huge warehouse
and suddenly i am human
i think a stuffed toy would be nice too
but then i don't like anything
and there are all these girls wearing things that look like weddind dresses, but they are wearing bonnets too...
and lots of flowers
so i cross the road
i see a red dress in a window, and somehow i'm wearing it, and black heels
and i walk
it's sunday and everything is closed
i've been walking foreverk, i think
finally, i end up in stockmann, in helsinki
outside, some friends are sitting on a table, but they don't recognise me
so i walk past
it's almost christmas
olga is there, and she want to get a toy chicken for her pet dog
she's asking this lady about it on the stairs
and i bump into her on the way down from the old lady's clothes section, where i ended up accidentally
we are glad to see each other, but i have to go cos I'm waiting for a ride from you and your friend.
i want to stop and have a break from the roadtrip
you say no
your friend has really cool earphones on his mp3 player
then we're on a bus
and we're sharing grapes and strawberries
but you won't share
so i take the grapes and throw them at you
they scatter all over the bus and i feel bad,
i feel childish, so i pick them up and give them back to you
and i ask you why you are so mean to me these days
and you are so cruel, saying you have nothing left for me
you say 'remember her? she finished off whatever was left'
and you laugh as my tears start rolling down
and i'm crying and sitting next to a stranger, cos you won't sit next to me
you ignore me
and continue eating grapes as i shake with tears
wake...
i've been crying in my sleep, and i wake you too...
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