Monday, January 22, 2007
Grouch-ball
My apologies for being a grumpy thing in the morning, to those that it may concern...
I didn't get back to sleep, so I've been procrastinating on the internet and not studying all day. Shit. Not good. I meant to get a lot of work done today, but I'm just too tired. Just a little bit more and it'll all be out of the way... but then there's no break, and I just have to keep going on.
I'm feeling so burnt out it's crazy...
I guess the only thing to do is keep at it, and work hard so that I can save up and go back home in June-July this year...
Maybe I should try to write something a little more cheerful, so people wouldn't worry. But I can't help feeling a little shit when I know I won't get to see the little ones for a while and I don't even know if I'll get to see both my grandfathers alive again (knock on wood).
How do you concentrate on something so trivial as a couple essays when all the really important things are happening so far away?
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