Friday, May 04, 2007
Whale
I had this strange sensation last night that things weren't really where i wanted them to be...
I don't know if it was a fleeting feeling, or whether it's going to grow...
So I took a long walk home at 2 a.m. (it took about an hour because i managed to get lost, as i always do)...
and I woke up this morning feeling like my achilles heel is my need to jump without thinking where i'm going to land.
But then, that's also often a strength... the positive construction of that is that i'm very on the ball and respond quickly.
However, this morning it was definitely a feeling like i'm tripping over myself... that i'm not really sure whether i would have embarked on this journey two years ago if i'd had the foreknowledge that it would be like this right now.
I hope this feeling is only a fleeting moment... but it feels as though it's been lingering around, waiting to surface... now that it's surfaced, i can only hope it'll become a beached whale.
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